Exhilarating (Exciting) Time - last 2 days

So there is only 2 more days left of work for me for the year, then im on a well deserved break from this god forsaken town. JHB - great place, viby, fast and undoubtably stimulating. However, this place, this pace cracks even the strongest of us and will bring you to your knee's, begging for a break. After a tough year, and I am yet to meet someone who says it wasnt that bad - yea right! Its been a trying / testing year for us all and knowing that I have minimal days left in this maximum work prison, makes me excited. Although there is a ton of things to get through before we can actually close it off, pack it up and say goodbye to this year, we need to close off and make sure that things that are closed and finished dont return in the new year to bite me in the ass. So busy i may be .... but it will be worth it for the last couple of days.

Plett here we come ...WOOO Hooo.

Sometime it becomes clear what needs to be done, sometimes you need to step yourself out of a situation to see the bigger picture. Lately I been doing just that, instead of been pulled in and succomb to the negative feelings and the emotional roller coater that you board and ride before you know it. I been "learning" (well trying to, at least) react differently, if at all. So, lets get to the point here, time outs - good to get away from it all, detach from the situation and retract and begin to recover. I think getting out of the environment you in allows you to look at other things instead of been focused on the rut you have become stuck in. It's not an instant process and probably takes a little while to master, but because i been so focused on and trying my best to get things better, i think im coming on in leaps and bounds. insecurities seem to be slowly dissapating and anger seems to fizzle out before it bubbles and boils over. I love my girlfriend, thats one thing im sure of and i would do anything to be a better man for the woman that I want to spend the rest of my life with.